It all starts with you. You have a choice. You know what you have to do.
The journey through life starts by taking one step. Asking the right questions is more important than answers; the journey is what is most important. Be yourself. The knowledge contained in books are best practices; learn triumphs and failures through others. Experiments, trials, successes or failures/mistakes are a part of life; learn and move on. Keeping on trying and keep on moving; you'll know what you're looking for when you see it. Live your life with passion. Anything you do is risky.